Within our Reach Heaven and Earth Spirits

Thursday, January 30, 2014

Claire Noire

Desperately Wanting To Wake Up

So much information out there

It is hard to focus

But there are some tell tale signs of awakening…

Feelings of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason. They say you are releasing your past (this lifetime and others) and this causes the feeling of sadness. Literally… pieces, parts… “aspects” of YOU are being released. Say, “good bye,” I love you. You have served me well. I no longer need you.”

A deep longing to go Home. You may experience a deep and overwhelming desire to leave the planet and return to Home. This is not a “suicidal” feeling. It is not based in anger or frustration. You don’t want to make a big deal of it. Its just that there is a quiet part of you that wants to go Home. The root cause for this is quite simple……You are ready to begin a new lifetime while still in this physical body.

This sooooo me right now.

I keep thinking… “Yeah I’ve served my purpose here”

Sudden change in job or career. A very common symptom and one I have found myself having to deal with. As you change, things around you will change as well. Don’t worry about finding the “perfect” job or career right now. You’re in transition and you may make several job changes before you settle into one that fits your passion. But what is my passion? That leads me to the next symptom.

Loss of passion. You may feel totally dis-impassioned, with little or no desire to do anything. That’s OK, and it’s just part of the process. Take this time to “do no-thing.” Don’t fight yourself on this. It’s similar to rebooting a computer. You need to shut down for a brief period of time in order to load the sophisticated new software.

I casually keep in mind the time of day 11:11. When I happen to catch it, I say to myself… “DNA upgrade”. I visualize being upgraded to a new and improved species of human being. If nothing else its a positive affirmation.

Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back. This is the result of intense changes in your DNA upgrade. More important, your energetic body, is being upgraded and made new. I believe aging, dis-ease, and limitations are freed within this awakening.

There are more symptoms like sleep changes, waking up in the middle of the night. Intense dreams, lots of self talk, feeling lonely even with people all around you. Be happy when you see them and feel them, because you are on the right path.

Oh and pay attention to when you actually feel joy… do whatever it is more and more joy will come in all areas… I believe…

Clair Noir, where your soul today?

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Can I Be at Peace?

Eggscapism (2011)
Duy Huynh

There is a Sufi teaching story about a caged bird.

The bird was well looked after by her owner, fed and talked to, and her cage was kept by an open window so she could see the wonderful world outside. But still she was caged. She could see other birds flying free. She could see interesting things happening. Her wings twitched because she longed so to join the world.
One day, the owner left both the cage door and the window open, and went to work for the day. The bird quicky hopped out of her cage and onto the window ledge. She could see so much!  She could see mountains and a lake, birds cavorting, humans hugging on the street below.  So much amazing life!
But the bird could not make herself move. She just stayed on the ledge, wondering what to do. She stayed and stayed and stayed. She couldn’t make her wings take flight. The bird was still there when her owner came home from work. So he put the bird back in her cage. And there she stayed.

for You and me

Saturday, January 25, 2014


Marc Chagall

Whatever comes to us in dreams, even when the dreams are terrifying, we know that this is our personal material and that it is time to deal with it, we’ll discover that, when we find the will to follow where our dreams lead, we are given strength and the help we need to make our way through. As shamans say, the spirits like this work, and Power never gives us more than we can handle.

- Robert Moss


Invictus by William Ernest Henley. The story behind the poem is also impressive: Henley contracted tuberculosis of the bone when he was 13. At age 17, physicians had to amputate one of his legs.


Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.


Friendship Poem

I can not change your past or your future.
But when you need me , I'll be there.

I can not help you stumble .
I can only offer my hand
for subjects and you do not fall .

Your joys, your success and your successes are not mine.
But honestly I enjoy when I see you happy.

I do not judge the decisions you make in life.
I limit myself to lean on,
to encourage you and to help you if you ask me .

I can not keep you away from me.
But I can wish you the best
and wait for your return.

I can not trazarte limits
within which you should act,
but I offer you the space to grow.

I can not help your suffering
where any penalty breaks your heart,
but I can mourn with you
and pick up the pieces to assemble it again.

I can not tell you who you are or who you should be.
I can only love you as you are and be your friend.

Jorge Luis Borges

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Creativity and Fear

 I live a creative life, and you can’t be creative without being vulnerable. I believe that Creativity and Fear are basically conjoined twins; they share all the same major organs, and cannot be separated, one from the other, without killing them both. And you don’t want to murder Creativity just to destroy Fear! You must accept that Creativity cannot walk even one step forward except by marching side-by-side with its attached sibling of Fear.

So here’s my magical thinking — I decide every day that I love Creativity enough to accept that Fear will always come with it. And I talk to Fear all the time, speaking to it with love and respect, saying to it: “I know that you are Fear, and that your job is to be afraid. And you do your job really well! I will never ask you to leave me alone or to be silent, because you have a right to speak your own voice, and I know that you will never leave me alone or be silent, anyhow. But I need you to understand that I will always choose Creativity over you.

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Storyteller II

January 14, 1974

Vladiimir Fokanov

for Give me

Friday, January 10, 2014



Oh storyteller tell us a story
Make it a tale
Tell me about the people of old
Tell me about 1001 Nights
And about Lunja the daughter of the Ghoul
And about the son of the Sultan             

I'm about to tell a story
Take us far from this world
I'm about to tell a story
Everyone of us has a story in his heart

Narrate and forget we're adults
In your mind we're young
Tell us about heaven and hell
About the bird that never flew in his life
Help us understand the meaning of the world     

Oh storyteller, tell it just as they told you
Don't add anything, don't leave anything out
We could see into your mind
Narrate to make us forget this time
Leave us in the world of once upon a time     

Souad Massi